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The Break Mission

As Much Light As
It Will Take



You Still Can


Maybe this is out of our hands
Tell me secrets I can’t make up

Kiss me while you still can
The innocence has run out
All in place of what we’ll never do

We all fake grace as we get older
Watch me shake as I fall in love with you

Kiss me while you still can
The innocence has run out
All in place of what we’ll never do

Let me feel a little bit
I want to be with you

You still can
I need you to be my own



A Trampled Year

So let me say what’s so obvious to say
You kind of left me anyway
The easiness we created broke in two
A splintered edge is stuck in you

It’s not right

Lets get away it’s a shame to sit and wait
You’re up in arms and up too late
There’s more inside but the streets are so alive
You called it off, I call at night

It’s not right

All your life, I fear this is all your life
Putting all of this aside
It’s been the best year of my life



Old Buildings

The party went on too long and she broke suit we’re drinking Maker’s in the dark
She told me about myself and I was scared but she was thankfully too kind
All alone that night I got in bed and whispered something from a song
Up In The Old Hotel, collecting dust, I shot some secondary praise

You know when you’re always right I guess I don’t we tried transcendence on for size
It only gave us a feeling that we’d let down all the people in our lives
I got to admit I walk a little slow so I am conscious of my time
I might arrange the buildings on my own so I can properly admire them

I got to get back alive before too long she’s waiting nervously inside
Watch as your hand slides off my shoulder safe now the camera won’t go off

The party went on too long and she spoke first we’re drinking coffee at my place
She told me about myself and I was scared said she’s leaving me behind.



Starting Point

We are all stars now
We wait for evening
I hope you don’t notice my lifeless entry

Do you exist?
Remember why we started out
We swore we’d be different

You’ll make a million
I knew before you
I thought of your line once, how you’d sell your children

Do you exist?
Remember why we started out
We swore we’d be different

We are all stars now



Yellow Paper

It’s not my escape
When you fell down, I was carrying your weight

I believe that it’s all over, love
Your safe embrace of the world has come undone
The money’s alive and we all want some

We forget the silent heart
No problems left when you solve them all along

I believe that it’s all over, love
Your safe embrace of the world has come undone
The money’s alive and we all want some

On a piece of yellow paper you wrote the loveliest thing I’ll ever read

I believe that it’s all over, love
Your safe embrace of the world has come undone
The money’s alive and we all want some



Sleep It Off

So she lied, she tries so hard
A little goes a long way

Why on this day, are you so hard on her?
Please this once, let her sleep it off

This, it’s not living, she said tonight
But she longs for love in these times

Why on this day, are you so hard on her?
Please this once, let her sleep it off?

If love is nothing, there’s an answer yet
Time’s a blessing, she will forget



Outside and Below

Can you fill your heart whenever you like?
If so, can I watch you for awhile?
Cause it’s the purest thing that I’ll ever know
And I’m ready for some well spent time alone

This movie makes me want to scream
Collective wasted energy
Cause there’s a fury outside and a message below
Such a curious time to be in control

So please save your apathy
I’m at one with my new hollow, modern beliefs
They lift me to sleep and I wake with some new ideas to keep around for awhile until they bother me



Tuk

I can’t forget now
For you
I’m not getting over it
I want a new life, without you in the back of my mind



Something Like A Promise

I don’t mind at all
The way you spin your wheels to impress me
Cause it let’s me know you’re alive

I’ll take your advice
If you swear you won’t take mine
Cause it let’s me know you’re alive

Forgive me so I can do it all over again



Once

You call yourself uninspired
Cause you hesitate, but we all do
Well there’s a word for it
And your escape is far gone and fenced in

Hold the light and watch the shapes to see how beautiful the walls can be
All these scars we’ve placed on it with furniture and mad beliefs

Down the hall in someone’s bed
A voice is shouting from a lover’s head
Well there’s a time when we
Should only say enough to feel some levity

Hold the light and watch the shapes to see how beautiful the walls can be
All these scars we’ve placed on it with furniture and mad beliefs
Hold the light and watch the shapes, you see them dancing on the wall
The lights from cars and the ocean’s breath, remember we were young at heart once



I Will Always Be Your Distraction

I want to be so close I can feel excited
I hope that she’s nothing like me
Are you getting too old for my silent recoveries?

Your surprises they fall flat when you say you ought to know

I’ve been coming along now I’m starting to find it
I hope that she’s nothing like me
There’s a thread and I’m hopeful some balance will show itself

Your surprises they fall flat when you say you ought to know

You press me I won’t hesitate
It’s not what’s inside or what’s at stake

So if you think California is the place you desire
Just tell her that one day she had me
And when she gets a bit older don’t start in on how things should be

Your surprises they fall flat when you say you ought to know



As Much Light As It Will Take

Sorry babe, your life is a lovely place
It’s just me, my facts aren’t straight
In need of a warm embrace
Honestly, tried and true
I still live in those days with you
This over and over breaks
As much light as it will take

 



The Break Mission
The Break Misson



For Any of Us


this parade it’s not for you/yeah we were all young/let’s just forget now/my mistake you must need to/i want to know now just don’t say it all/you have made me feel like i’ve done so well/outstanding/it’s a little much for me to take but i hold you in the highest light/with all your present suffering but you’re not with me/you’re not with me now/honestly what’s here for you?/i’m an appearance from a few years back/you have made me feel like i’ve done so well/outstanding/it’s a little much for me to take but i hold you in the highest light/with all your present suffering but you’re not with me/you’re now with me now/if you ever were/what’s the fastest way to fall asleep?/i feel like i owe you one/by the time you hear what’s wrong with me/i’ll already be gone/and you’re leaving me to watch them win/i belong to everyone/and america it’s leaning in/the chorus sings to celebrate/i’m falling short and fucking up/unusual but always still/if i had a nerve i’d make it bend/for any of us/you’re not with me/you’re not with me now



Big Sur

i’m a broken wing you’re my stepping stone/don’t it feel like home/you’ve been crystallized now you’re bulletproof/it’s a cause for wrong/so you hitched a ride on the seventh day/you’re a bend in time/now we celebrate to our latest fate/that we can’t define/if you have come this far see l.a./if you hold on for too long it fades away/and with this silence gone/these crimes ring true in the air/scenes get erased here/they all get erased here/i’m a broken wing you’re my stepping stone/don’t it feel like home/you’ve been crystallized now i’m bulletproof/it’s gonna all go wrong/so you hitched a ride on the seventh day you’re a bend in time/now we celebrate cause we can’t complain/no we’re done with time/if you have come this far see l.a./if you hold on for too long it fades away/and with this silence gone/these crimes ring true in the air/scenes get erased here/they all get erased here/and with this silence gone/these crimes ring true in the air/scenes get erased/i’ve seen it/i’ve seen l.a./i’ve seen it/i’ve seen l.a./well i’ve seen it/well i’ve seen your l.a./well i’ve seen it



Hold On

yeah we’re all amazed by the way you say your name/you said you read somewhere it means unwavering/well i hope you find the time to steal some peace of mind/my story’s overtold let’s not get into mine/it’s been four days it’s been four days now/cause i’ve been taken by the angels on the wall by the stairs in your old house/when i was seventeen i was in motion/with subtlety i’ll win if this must be over/it’s just a simple plan with a heartache and a broken man/give up on the ones who make you feel that way/did i seem remiss when my ego got undercut?/this one’s for us all the people i’ve come to love/so this is it i’m concentrating/so this is it a golden age/an overnight sensation/will i awake to find nothing?/so hold out but hold on/so hold out but hold on



This is Detachment


i want to believe you but you seem just for show/you draw the curtains so no one here will know it/it’s cold but you get to paint your history now/you’re done believing in everyone but me/but i’ll escape the end/cause i’m holding on to this life/streetlights are channeling/i’m not inspired by keeping up with every move you make/the second you can put them out of sight/they come collecting but it was by design/a close connection now yeah but i see a bitter end/you want chicago so don’t ask where it is/but together we like this pain now/cause i’m holding on to this life/streetlights are channeling/i’m not inspired by keeping up with every move you make/this is all because you set a date for me/there must be something here that we could do/tonight/tonight/tonight i want you to love it/tonight/i’m holding on to this life/the streetlights/i’m not inspired by keeping up with every move you make



Echo

so you fit an image/and they tell you when you want it/i’m dying in the middle/so much shit to swallow/is anybody listening?/does anybody listen?/they win the race before it’s run/and search the nation for a young gun/there’s always one/please ms. undefeated/keep it under covers/well i thought you might have missed it/so i told you like it mattered/is anybody listening?/does anybody listen?/communicate till we go numb/i find myself believing it’s already been done/i’m outside myself/i can hear the echoing/but i won’t waste my place/i’ll revitalize it/all eyes are focused on that girl/she waves politely from under a sunburn/home is not here/home is not here/my home is not here/my home is not here



Collecting Small Victories

so far so good/it’s my line of defense/cause it’s a way of winning/don’t buy the line/you’ll waste your worth/i’m ashamed i did it/while you sit around here i move like we’re at war/cause it’s a way of winning/safe as a smile/as long as you care/i’m amazed we did it/while you sit around here i move like we’re at war/cause it’s a way of forgetting/just testify and they’ll leave us alone it’s ending/we’ll be out before we’re overgrown/i always slept so late so punch me in when you go on monday or any day/i lied to you/and it makes me sick i’m going back to the beginning/while you sit around here i move like we’re at war/cause now’s the time to admit it



Emily

i believe it’s better left unsaid/in terms of leaving it would compliment all the words that fall in front of you/here’s my autograph/it’s alarming to feel a bit deceived/when all your charm was sold on every street/now i pray for rain so i can sleep/i’ve had too many close calls/emily is this one gonna last? i’ve weathered every storm that we’ve been put through/to you this is ordinary/with 65 associations here/you would think that it would be so clear but every look was in and you were late/who will be stepping in to take your place?/emily is this one gonna last?/i’ve weathered every storm that we’ve been put through/to you this is ordinary/sell the watch and hope that we can get some money somehow so you can go/i will work while you get well/emily is this one gonna last my love?/i’ve weathered every storm that we’ve been put through/to you this is ordinary/is this one gonna last?/to you this is ordinary



Leaving New York

you told me to understand/it’s old long and it’s deadpan/with summer strength we moved the world/when it crashed down we hung our heads/a swift change to compromise/that small girl she realized/you sang sweet so i hung around/the tall buildings and big crowds/a cold world with cold looks/i breathe in for discipline/it caught fire just before we left/and in our arms we both slept/i choose you/i choose you/it’s been years and we’ve seen such change/but you stayed/i talk talk to feed a lie/you lost your sense of urgency now/i stayed awake so it wouldn’t end/and i woke up on a magazine/i was a tourist in my own town/till i had to show friends around/i mix in bars on avenues/i tempt the manner of human condition now/solid gold is what they want/sell me something that just won’t break/i watch people and see their pain/a sentiment for a modern display/what’s that you said about being so brave?/it takes away from your theory of higher awe/it’s in the middle it’s kind of strange/but it’s you and yours and it’s not fake/no it’s not fake/you’re not fake with me/you’re not fake with me/i choose you/i choose you/when you hear that song we used to play/think of me for one day/for one day



You Fell Apart

in our lifetime it’s where we’re falling from/i can see that you don’t mind the long walks/with every step affected by a hard day/did you get the wrong idea? face it i’m the wildest one/well i’ll admit that i’ve become a lost cause/but aren’t i so dependable that way/save my life/save my life/you fell apart/you fell apart/you fell apart on me/you fell apart



New Orleans

with all the effort in the world/your mistakes they gravitate and they pull me in/i’d like to share in your goodbye/but we both know i’m at a place where i’d only hurt you/i…i…/well of course you will/no answer/are you the same as me?/you spit religion in my eye/but your insight it’s out of touch/and i just feel sorry/i…i…/of course you will/no answer/are you the same as me?/all in all you feel as though you lost your way through precedent/and now your open mind is saying all is dead/well i thought you were immune to that kind of life/but now you’re just like me you’re terrified/are you the same as me?



Long Distance

with 40 hours left i came in just in time to watch you cry/your father’s heart attack cut in and reminded me that you had a way/when you’d call me/you’d call me/when you’d call me/you’d call me/i felt restraint so I walked out so you wouldn’t think i tried/to be so ideal i removed everything you would have liked in a way/so you’d call me/so you’d call me/so you’d call me/so you’d call me/hope is everything when you’re sick of your history